This is a collective project I was asked to participate in many
months ago. I knew it would be difficult alongside everything else I have taken
on but it sounded exciting, it was flattering to be invited and the deadline was way off. The deadline is no
longer way off, in fact it is the end of this month and is galloping towards
me. The project will culminate in a joint exhibition with 11 other artists and
our, well their progress is documented
through social media so please look here... ‘A Group Gathering’
I have found it incredibly difficult to try and fit this project
in but I have been determined since the beginning to create something aesthetically pleasing at the very least. However, it has, I
admit, been much more difficult than I thought. And now it has come to
producing the final piece my
intentions are faltering again. Technically, I keep disappointing myself.
My thoughts and ideas have only slowly taken shape and evolved. I wanted to ‘suggest’
the absent wearer (Daphne), a trace of her if you will, hopefully to provoke a sentiment,
a connection, questions…
For my MA I have been researching memory; items left behind that
suggest past lives, then conversely objects that could/would be evocative but
are no longer there (physically) and trying to work out how to invent this
using fabric and thread.
After much experimentation into technique albeit based on a
different visual, I thought I had an excellent plan for Daphne’s glove. The
reality is though that great ideas rarely look so great when immediately put
into practice. So I struggle on…
I am working on a fabric piece, eventually using a somewhat
darker palette than I started with, suggesting/indicating that Daphne has
passed, though her femininity and (futile?)
attempts at ‘ladylike-ness’ remain.
Using screen printing techniques and a photographic, negative
image of the (opened) glove I have ‘removed’ the image from the fabric only
leaving an imprint of it, just as Daphne did on life.
Paper stencil + open screen |
The florals were printed using a stencil inspired
by a pattern on a piece of torn wallpaper I photographed in an abandoned
derelict house discovered in Cork, earlier this year – a room forgotten. I originally wanted
the piece to be faded, imperceptible, almost not there but growing with
vibrancy, detail and colour towards the ‘end’, that time when you no longer
care about what other people think or how they see you, caution to the wind and
all that.
Original colour thoughts |
However using the dark background means the discharged elements stand
out starker than I first wanted.
Discharged dye |
I could overdye the whole thing but I would
prefer the glove to stay white so I may
dip dye the lower part of the design to knock it back a little, although I really like the contrast. We shall see after I have slept on it. Then I
MUST start stitching! I sampled the domestic digital machine as it is all I
will have access to for a while but I do intend to also hand embroider…quickly!
Machine embroidered sample |